Haiz :(

I really don't know if I should give up now? :( You have been my source of happiness. Seeing you is enough to make me smile :( but now I really don't know what to say, I feel sad and Emo knowing something :( I really don't know should I give up or not :(

* This is an Emo Post*

Happy ^^

Had a Fantastic nice time together with secondary friend XD I can say the most happy time I had ever since secondary school. XD we drink, we drift, we speed XD all those crazy stuff i never thought of doing XD Ken Lim sure enjoy his first drift XDXD hope to do that once more when Sem 3 ended XD

Time & Distance change everything?

I really don't understand him any more now. We have been best friend since young but does all this friendship and understanding fade as we are now far away from each other? or does the time we have spend separately does all this? I really hope we could be like old times, for now I really don't understand what you are trying to do. Is it you or it is only me who changes after all this time we have not really spend together ever since SPM. Haiz .........

^^ It's a brand new start

Time pass by fast, without me noticing I am already studying semester 3 in UTAR @_@. My Semester 1 is a total disaster. I joke all around without paying attention in my studies resulting my bad result. But yet I didn't regret it and taken it for granted. In Semester 2 I am still like Sem 1 playing around until I met with several friend who are really good student. Making friend with them changed me totally. I started picking up my studies and get better grades in my Semester 2. I looking forward to my Semester 3 ^^ hope something special will happen this sem.

Finally ^_^

Yes i am finally back to normal? XD i should say I have change/evolved into another better person? XD. Ken Lim this is what they call innovation? :P well i don't care XD as long as I could lead my life peacefully. Well now I no longer the old me ^^ more cheerful now err except certain condition bah :P..... Just gone into berserk mode after last friday exam though ToT how come got accounting one.... After awhile now feeling better ^^.. Currently in progress to control my anger XD i don't want to accidentally hurt someone either physically or mentally >_<.... Still a lot of happy stuff happen recently so I think i won't go back to emo state that easily bah @_@...

Troubled

For the past few week i have been lost very lost.... I lost my style, my way and even my personality. I am a total different person from who I am. Sometimes I feel like i have been wearing an unseen mask to masked my true face from other. After several incident which happen last semester I have really lost my true self. All I could do for now is to wait and let the time decide when will I be able to revert back to the usual me. All I could say is when something hard hit you be strong or you will be shattered like me till u do not know your own part anymore... Sigh... I miss the old time where there is at least a person who will cheer me up during time like this.

Happy Moment With Friends

Today 17 i go to parkson with my seniors.. Even thought we are different in age but we share the same interest that is we are anime lovers. Going out with them make me feel more like myself with them i can freely enter anime shops to look since we share the same interest. Unlike my other friend of my age, we don't have common interest so whenever I go out with them i feel quite uneasy since they only visit shops that sell clothes which i does not have interest in. Being with them i feel like nothing but a stranger or an outsider with them. I can't be at ease with them and I don't feel happy going out with them.. I am glad that i have senior that share the same interest with me..